failure
i feel like one in all possible ways.
please come. i do not want to be infertile. and no i am not pregnant. ive taken 5 pregnancy tests. 3 of which were doctor ordered. UGH.
Looks like that’s when I’m graduating! WHAT!!??!?!?!?!?!?!?! I cannot believe that LIFE is coming right at me.
But seriously. Every time i log on there is SOMETHING that is wrong.
So FINALLY my tumblr works at home. :D I’m at school right now after the class that is the DEMISE of my soul..History of the Vikings. And yet I have NOT skipped ONE class. Noice.
Anyways, my dearest Nana Ishihara is over seas in Japan. On my iTouch I realized how big the time difference was when I looked at the clock in Japan. WEIRD. Talk about being a trillion hours ahead. That was dramatic. I do miss her very much so and can’t wait until she come back. I have a nice surprise if I can get my hands on what I want to get her. Money has been okay, up until this week because of my car again. I just dropped like $200 last week. And again, I will have to drop another couple hundred on getting it fixed. Its quite frustrating. I work this weekend so that will help relieve some of my financial stress AND I do get paid next week. Which is nice. But still…
Anywholuluulu, Winter Retreat was pretty awesome. I got lost a couple times with Greg Boyd’s talks, but all in all they were very much needed in my life. Small groups were more of a challenge for me. I’ve come to realize how awkward I am and how much I very much dislike opening up in front of people that I have just met. I guess that’s God challenging me though. I’ve kept up journaling since the new year has started which is great. I’ve come to be comfortable with it and I can’t go to sleep without doing some talking to the big man upstairs.
Other than that..I guess nothing is really new in my life. Mundane much? Lol. I am however going to be starting up a make up blog. Tips tricks, short cuts, product reviews, looks, and all that jazz. I guess deep down inside if I loved it enough I would very much like to be a make up artist….professional that is. Idk we’ll see where God leads!